faReweLL my LovE

Is it really true our love is over now?

Can it be time for us to say goodbye?

Too soon, it’s much too soon, my love, for me;

You smile with ease, but I can only sigh.

We’ve shared our lives and given so much love;

I can’t believe we’re really going to part;

You’re moving toward a new life without me;

I’m left with scars upon my broken heart.

Go on now, if you must; I’ll get along;

How much it hurts, I don’t want you to know.

I’ll set you free without inducing guilt,

But as you leave, the silent tears will flow.

I can’t be mad; I love you way too much;

I’ll hide my sadness now, so you can’t tell.

Sweet happiness is what I wish for you;

Farewell my love, I hope that you fare well.

I aLreaDy miSs yOu

Looking back on everything,
I still remember his smile.
I wish things didn't end so soon,
And turn back time for awhile.

No matter how much it hurts,
I still love him so.
A part of me needs him so much,
Can't seem to let him go.

Knowing I won't be able to see him,
Makes my heart cry out in pain.
I can't believe we won't talk anymore,
The thought makes me wanna go insane.

He was my reason for waking up,
For the smile you see on my face.
Going a single day without him,
Makes me feel so out of place.

I was afraid of opening up,
Now I'm afraid of the next day.
Whenever I see him one last time,
I'm terrified of what he might say.

I know tomorrow will hurt,
But the tears will fade away.
Life is too short for regrets,
There will be a brighter day.

But when I see him one last time,
I won't know what to do...
When he tells me that last goodbye,
I'll whisper,"I already miss you.."

aLL aLOne

I am floating in a pool of darkness
Cold pressing in on me
I am alone
Floating aimlessly
I reach for sparks of hope
But rather than warm
They only burn

I ache with sorrow
I hunger to leave
To escape
To leave this prison
I crave to be free
To be heard
To be loved

i'm LosT

When we lose something that is precious to us, we are left with a feeling of sadness. Whether it is a precious friend or even a treasured object, the loss can be hard to bear. It is as if a part of you has gone missing. Throughout our life we amass collections of friends and treasured possessions. Having close relationships help us feel as if we are not alone in the world. When we lose someone or something that is precious to us, we may realize that there is a certain aloneness that can never be filled. Ultimately the condition of life is one of being alone before God.

gembiRa hiDuP ini

Laa..laa..laa..laa

Disini kunyatakan semua,
Cerita kehidupanku,
Telah tempuhi hidup yang sukar ku terima,

Tapi ku mampu laluinya,
Merempuh suka dan duka,
Dengan tenang hati ku telan pahit manis kehidupan.

Chorus:
Sekiranya,
Ku tak mampu,
Halangi semua,
Pasti ku hampa.

Sekiranya,
Ku tak bersedia,
Akan ku pulang ke asal ku,
Tapi ku tak rela.

Kerna ku sorang manusia,
Yang tak suka pada duka,
Kerna ku saling gembira,
Gembirakan hidup ini.

Kerna ku tahu inginku,
Apa yang aku inginkan,
Akan ku capai segala,
Segala yang diinginkan
Demi kehidupanku

i'M hapPy becaUse....

I rather die than not being an intellect

I have the power to make my life happy or sad

Right now I am happy

Happy because I am completely changed

Happy because now I won’t be humiliated

Happy because I have pledged to keep my dignity

Happy because I have chosen my way

of success, fame and money

Happy because I promised myself

Would not break my dear one’s heart

Happy because I have oathed to

Love my small family

For that I have vowed

A heart full of love

That is how much I love myself now

i"m so haPpY

oh yes, i'm so happy
cause i get to hear your lies
i'm so happy
surprise!

oh yes, i'm so happy
cause you tell lies on me
i'm so happy
see?

oh yes, i'm so happy
cause you call me names
i'm so happy
i've fame!

oh yes, i'm so happy
cause you break your promises
i'm so happy
i'm joyous!

oh yes, i'm so happy
cause you gave me some attention
i'm so happy
i'm in heaven!

oh yes, i'm so happy
cause i get to be used
i'm so happy
i'm amused!

oh yes, i'm so happy
cause you spare me a few minutes
i'm so happy
i must be nuts!

oh yes, i'm so happy
cause you let me love you
i'm so happy
i'm through with you!

oh yes, if i was so happy
cause of you
i'll be happier
now without you!