aLone

I'm standing on the edge of the clifftop

Looking out over the sea,

Thinking of the places that I have been

And the places where you could be.

I looked everywhere I could think of,

Searched all over the town

In every nook and cranny and alleyway,

But you were nowhere to be found.

And it ain't easy being lonely,

It's a hard, hard lesson to learn.

The wind's making my eyes water,

Or is it the tears that I spill?

So salty like the spray from the sea,

Where they merge, it's hard to tell.

But they're both so cold on my weary face

And they both sting my eyes with pain,

And they both hold on to the memories

Of a love that I threw away.

And it ain't easy being lonely

And it ain't easy getting through this day.

As I listen to yesterday's echoes

That resound the rage that we roared,

My heart threatens to stop beating

And I don't want to live anymore.

The roar of the surf mocks my living,

It seems to be inviting me in.

To sink to the bottom of it's deepest depth

Never to be seen again.

And it ain't easy being lonely

When your mind is void of all reason.

I'll give it one last try on my cell phone

In the hope that you will answer my call,

For only your voice can save me now,

I'm swaying and about to fall.

It seems to be ringing forever

When a voice speaks into my ear,

"The person you are calling is unavailable now",

And I realize the worst of my fears.

And it ain't easy being lonely

When you're flying through the air.

tHe one wHo loveS yOu

The one who loves your heart,

The one who still believes,

with kept promises and .....

Souls released.

The one who knows,

Real name of love...

Still never asks and...

waits a while for your smile.

The one far behind but

Walking.... for you

You made the distance,

though he loves it,

with no regretting instance.

The one with such a tough heart,

the one with no tears left,

loves you the same,

as he used to...

The one who never falls,

The one with dreams around,

loves you the most,

though someone better you found.

The one with real pain,

The one who never gained,

The one with only love,

For you.... and always remains...

bewiLdereD

What is this feeling I have?
I seem to love you
But other times I seem to loathe you
I can't be without you
Or maybe just without anyone
I think about you all the time
But why do I have this feeling?
I waited long for your voice
And I would die to hear your laugh
But is this love
Or merely I'm scared to be alone?

My knees start to shake,

When you’re in sight.

My mind is filled with wonder,

My heart with fright.

When will this feeling stop?

When did it start?

How can I listen to my mind,

Without breaking my heart?

I’m so confused.

What should I do?

I can’t think of anything except you.

Should I ignore you,

Or just give it time?

I can’t think straight,

My heart controls my mind.

.::it'S jusT a drEam::.

I dreamed of a love

a love so true

and then from above

God sent you

When our eyes met

I turned away

Only to regret

That grateful day

I search in the dark

To find that key

That triggers the spark

You put in me

I want you to see

That my love is true

Even though we can't be

I still hold my true love for you.

Sitting in the dark tonight

Alone in my corner of the world

I can't see the light

I want to be your girl

Or do I? I don't know...

I really have no clue

I feel like I have no where to go

Because I'm so in love with you

Miles separate us

And so I thought I didn't have to yearn

I thought I could escape the lust

God, I have so much to learn

I've been living a lie

I wish I was yours, still

I pretended I haven't wished that, by and by

But in my heart I know I always will

I can't come out and tell

How I dream about you every night

My life seems like a living hell

Because without you it isn't right

I want to just call you mine

And let you hold me close

But I've got to give this time

I want your love the most

You seem so angry sometimes

And I wish I could kiss it away

But to my morals that would be a crime

Yet I wish it every day

It seems like you are so distant

I want to tell you how I feel

But it's impossible, I can't

You wouldn't take me for real

So I sit here in the dark

Quiet but screaming inside

On my heart you've left your mark

My heart backs down to my pride

Someday I'll let you know

That I hold this secret within

But now I'll let our friendship grow

Then with that we can begin

Tonight I'll simply dream

That you are mine to be

I'll smile at us as a team

Then wake to reality

Where nothing is going well

Where I'm lonely without you

I caught you when you fell

Now I fall... what do you do?

UnnoticeD

She is lonely

Even though you can't tell

She is reaching out

For what, she doesn't know

She will continue to sit in silence

And hope that someone may stumble across

Her and all of her emptiness

But they only hope that they do it in time

Otherwise she will have drifted too far

And she may let go

Of whatever grasp of the world she has

As she slowly fades out of the lives of everyone

Nearly unnoticed.