endless regret..

I’m crying my eyes out,
But no one can see,
Because it’s deep,
Deep inside of me.

What do you do when you want to turn back?
But you can’t because its
All just pitch black.

It seems as if my worlds at an end,
But yet it just began.

With all this pain deep inside
I can’t take it, I just want it to leave and say goodbye.
But it won’t and I have no clue why.

I have this feeling everyday,
And when people ask me,
Are you okay?
I just sigh and look away.

So....

What do you do when you want to turn back?
But you cant because its all just pitch black.