Thursday, September 24, 2009

13 tAndA anDa diLamuN ciNta


Jika anda ingin tahu sama ada anda telah jatuh cinta dengan seseorang, anda boleh mengetahui melalui perkara berikut:

1. Anda tidak akan marah terlalu lama dan akan berusaha untuk mengawal kemarahan anda terhadapnya.

2. Anda akan sentiasa merindui dia.

3. Apabila berjalan dengan dia, anda akan berjalan dengan perlahan.

4. Anda akan tersipu-sipu malu apabila bersama dengannya.

5. Apabila anda berfikir tentang dirinya, jantung anda akan berdegup pantas.

6. Hanya dengan mendengar suaranya, anda akan tersenyum tanpa sebab.

7. Apabila anda melihat dia, anda tidak akan peduli orang di sekeliling anda. Anda cuma melihat dia seorang.

8. Anda akan mula mendengar lagu yang berirama balada.

9. Dia sentiasa di fikiran anda.

10. Anda akan sentiasa terhidu baunya.

11. Anda menyedari bahawa anda akan tersenyum apabila memikirkan tentang diri dia.

12. Anda akan lakukan apa sahaja untuk dirinya.

13. Apabila anda membaca ini, pada masa yang sama, ada seseorang di dalam fikiran anda.

.:tHe qUoTe:.

dalam hidup kita,
Allah akan bagi satu saja peluang,
peluang utk kite berjumpa dengan orang yg betul2 menyayangi diri kita,
sekiranya kita leka,
kita akan kehilangannya buat selamanya.

tetapi kita tidak pernah tahu siapa orangnya,
jika kita sendiri tidak pernah sedar dan tidak pernah mencuba untuk menilai kehadirannya.

mungkin setelah segalanye berlalu dan kita sudah kehilangannya,
baru kita mula sedar kehadirannya cukup bermakna.

tetapi kita mungkin tidak berpeluang lagi untuk memiliki dirinya pada saat itu kerana kita sudah terlambat.

endless regret..

I’m crying my eyes out,
But no one can see,
Because it’s deep,
Deep inside of me.

What do you do when you want to turn back?
But you can’t because its
All just pitch black.

It seems as if my worlds at an end,
But yet it just began.

With all this pain deep inside
I can’t take it, I just want it to leave and say goodbye.
But it won’t and I have no clue why.

I have this feeling everyday,
And when people ask me,
Are you okay?
I just sigh and look away.


What do you do when you want to turn back?
But you cant because its all just pitch black.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009


What hope means

Hope is bright shining light which keeps darkness at the bay
Hope is gentle cold breeze on a hot summer day

Hope is to remain positive when going gets tough
hope is seeking more when others think u had enough

What hope means

Hope is dreaming of tommorow
Hope is simmering under sorrow

Hope is sparkles when tears in our eyes
Hope is a beautiful thing & beutiful things never dies

What hope means

Hope is as light as a feather
Hope keeps all of us together

Hope is ubiquitous and free of cost
hope is the last thing ever lost.....

Friday, September 18, 2009

yoU aRe goNE

Now that you're gone,
It's too dark at night.
It's constantly cold.
And nothing seems right.

Now that you're gone
It hurts to be alone.
I can't stand it here without you
Afraid and on my own.

Now that you're gone
My world means naught,
I'm sorry for what I said,
And all the times we fought.

Now that you're gone,
I can't seem to find my smile.
I didn't think I'd lose it yet,
At least not for a while

Now that you're gone,
I can't help but yearn
For the love that we had
And the day that you'll return

Now that you're gone
And have left me behind
I'm loosing my focus
And have already lost my mind.

Now that you're gone
Nothing else will matter
Each day I'm without you
My heart won't cease to shatter

Now that you're gone
All it does is rain,
The heavens seems to weep,
As if they feel my pain.

Now that you're gone
I just want to cry,
Because I curse that night you left,
When we had to say good-bye.

Now that you're gone
I only want one wish,
For you to come back
And give me just one kiss

..tHe LieS..

This lie's become a part of me
For months, I've played this game
Acting like it doesn't hurt
Each time I hear his name

Ignoring what's inside of me
Pretending I've moved on
As if the feelings I once had
For him are somehow gone

Spending each and every day
With happiness and laughs
Forgetting all our memories
Avoiding photographs

But last night when I saw his picture
For the first time since he left
My heart stopped for a moment...
I couldn't catch my breath

When suddenly it hit me
As the tears started to flow
That even after all this time...
I just can't let him go

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

aLL in a miNute

I look at the clock,
it says 3:30,
I'm now thinking of you,
it will never be done,

you run through my mind,
and occupy all my time,
wondering why you're gone,
and why you're not mine,

i think of you constantly,
for some reason i cant stop,
knowing that for always,
you'll forever have my heart,

my days go by so slow,
cause you run through my head,
i said I'd love you forever,
isn't that enough said,

you also haunt my dreams,
if you know what i mean,
i wake up often,
with sweats and screams,

why do i sleep by myself,
I'm alone in my bed,
i know I'll be thinking of you,
till the day i am dead,

now still all these thoughts,
just run through my brain,
cant stop thinking of you,
i think I'm going insane,

i feel i wanna kill myself,

people say that's not what to do,
but i turn and look at the clock,
and it says it's only 3:31....

yoU arE everYthiNg

You were my everything;
Now you’re gone.
I don’t have the strength
To carry on.
Skies always seemed sunny
When you were here;
Now there’s nothing but gloom
In my atmosphere.
I loved you so much;
You were all I had;
Now my whole world
Is depressing and sad.
I’d like to start feeling
Other than blue,
But you were my everything,
What can I do?

mE = aLonE

Sometimes when I am alone,
I cry,
Though not a soul knows why.
As the world moves spryly by,
Tears move tediously through my eye.
I cry about life,
I cry about death,
I don't know what is right,
And I don't know what is left.
This makes it hard to carry on,
Because my soul is gone,
What can one do?
There is no homo sapiens left to help me.
The world would rather walk on the other side,
Than understand what makes me cry.
Because if they knew what made me cry,
They would weep by my side.

The tears roll down my cheek,
The taste of salt bitter on my lips,
Just as the taste of the world leaves me weak,
My tears leave me battered as if from whips.
The whips of pain,
The whips I can not contain.
I cry,
But no one knows why.

I fight through my tears.
The same way I fight my fears.
Because the World does not care,
I continue the journey I can not bare.
I cry during my life here,
But death I do not fear.
Because with death all my fears and tears
Will astray,
As I will enjoy tranquility in heaven on this day.
And when the sun seizes to splash upon the clouds,
A new perspective I have vowed.
I cry,
And now thou knows why.

faReweLL my LovE

Is it really true our love is over now?

Can it be time for us to say goodbye?

Too soon, it’s much too soon, my love, for me;

You smile with ease, but I can only sigh.

We’ve shared our lives and given so much love;

I can’t believe we’re really going to part;

You’re moving toward a new life without me;

I’m left with scars upon my broken heart.

Go on now, if you must; I’ll get along;

How much it hurts, I don’t want you to know.

I’ll set you free without inducing guilt,

But as you leave, the silent tears will flow.

I can’t be mad; I love you way too much;

I’ll hide my sadness now, so you can’t tell.

Sweet happiness is what I wish for you;

Farewell my love, I hope that you fare well.

I aLreaDy miSs yOu

Looking back on everything,
I still remember his smile.
I wish things didn't end so soon,
And turn back time for awhile.

No matter how much it hurts,
I still love him so.
A part of me needs him so much,
Can't seem to let him go.

Knowing I won't be able to see him,
Makes my heart cry out in pain.
I can't believe we won't talk anymore,
The thought makes me wanna go insane.

He was my reason for waking up,
For the smile you see on my face.
Going a single day without him,
Makes me feel so out of place.

I was afraid of opening up,
Now I'm afraid of the next day.
Whenever I see him one last time,
I'm terrified of what he might say.

I know tomorrow will hurt,
But the tears will fade away.
Life is too short for regrets,
There will be a brighter day.

But when I see him one last time,
I won't know what to do...
When he tells me that last goodbye,
I'll whisper,"I already miss you.."

aLL aLOne

I am floating in a pool of darkness
Cold pressing in on me
I am alone
Floating aimlessly
I reach for sparks of hope
But rather than warm
They only burn

I ache with sorrow
I hunger to leave
To escape
To leave this prison
I crave to be free
To be heard
To be loved

i'm LosT

When we lose something that is precious to us, we are left with a feeling of sadness. Whether it is a precious friend or even a treasured object, the loss can be hard to bear. It is as if a part of you has gone missing. Throughout our life we amass collections of friends and treasured possessions. Having close relationships help us feel as if we are not alone in the world. When we lose someone or something that is precious to us, we may realize that there is a certain aloneness that can never be filled. Ultimately the condition of life is one of being alone before God.