maybe If I go away I can figure out
what my life's supposed to be and what it's all about
maybe if I go away I can finally tell
what it is that I can't do and what I can do well
maybe if I go away I can break the mold
of what I've seen and what I've done and all that I've been told
maybe if I go away I can then be sure
of what I want less of and what of I want more
maybe if I go away I can understand
what I should let go of and what I should demand
maybe if I go away I can learn to be
fine with being me, when me is half of we
maybe if I go away I can leave behind
the life that I have here and explore another kind
maybe if I go away I can seek what's true
but just for me and not for him and not for her or you
maybe if I go away I can find a way
to express myself each day and say what I want to say
maybe if I go away I can soon unhack
a way to make 'going away' a way of coming back
Friday, April 16, 2010
This girl she's crying inside
But everyone see is smiles
This girl she's hurting inside
She lived like this for quite a while
Always hiding her pain inside
She won't ruin everyone's smile
This girl she's breaking down inside
But all she does is smile...
Through those eyes deep inside
Holds a lot of misery
Playing pictures from her mind
Showing her past, her history
She doesn't want to remember
But the pictures continues to play...
Every night she prays
Wishing them away
But this girl lies with her laugh
And hides behind her smile
So no one can see her pain,
Her past, her denials
This girl she's dying inside
Although no one may see her pain,
Just continues to smile bright
From day to everyday
This girl whom I love so deep
Cries behind her eyes
But everyone ever see
Is blinded with a lie...
With her beautiful smile she gives
For everyone to see
Anyone and everyone
Anyone but me.
Monday, February 15, 2010
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat,
or will stay awake just to watch you sleep...
wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends,
who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on.
One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU...
The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her...
Friday, February 12, 2010
Your love is what keeps me going.
My heart beating, my blood flowing.
The precious words I yearn to hear.
Losing you is the only thing I fear.
I have faith god will do us right.
We will not give up with out a fight.
Together we can conquer it all.
Just keep your head up and stand tall.
So many others care so deeply for you.
Don't get discouraged, you know what to do.
Pray to God and keep love inside.
You can't lose your almighty pride.
Because i love you with all of me.
With out you I just can't be.
You're in my heart forever, were never apart.
Our souls were latched from the start.