bewiLdereD

What is this feeling I have?
I seem to love you
But other times I seem to loathe you
I can't be without you
Or maybe just without anyone
I think about you all the time
But why do I have this feeling?
I waited long for your voice
And I would die to hear your laugh
But is this love
Or merely I'm scared to be alone?

My knees start to shake,

When you’re in sight.

My mind is filled with wonder,

My heart with fright.

When will this feeling stop?

When did it start?

How can I listen to my mind,

Without breaking my heart?

I’m so confused.

What should I do?

I can’t think of anything except you.

Should I ignore you,

Or just give it time?

I can’t think straight,

My heart controls my mind.

.::it'S jusT a drEam::.

I dreamed of a love

a love so true

and then from above

God sent you

When our eyes met

I turned away

Only to regret

That grateful day

I search in the dark

To find that key

That triggers the spark

You put in me

I want you to see

That my love is true

Even though we can't be

I still hold my true love for you.

Sitting in the dark tonight

Alone in my corner of the world

I can't see the light

I want to be your girl

Or do I? I don't know...

I really have no clue

I feel like I have no where to go

Because I'm so in love with you

Miles separate us

And so I thought I didn't have to yearn

I thought I could escape the lust

God, I have so much to learn

I've been living a lie

I wish I was yours, still

I pretended I haven't wished that, by and by

But in my heart I know I always will

I can't come out and tell

How I dream about you every night

My life seems like a living hell

Because without you it isn't right

I want to just call you mine

And let you hold me close

But I've got to give this time

I want your love the most

You seem so angry sometimes

And I wish I could kiss it away

But to my morals that would be a crime

Yet I wish it every day

It seems like you are so distant

I want to tell you how I feel

But it's impossible, I can't

You wouldn't take me for real

So I sit here in the dark

Quiet but screaming inside

On my heart you've left your mark

My heart backs down to my pride

Someday I'll let you know

That I hold this secret within

But now I'll let our friendship grow

Then with that we can begin

Tonight I'll simply dream

That you are mine to be

I'll smile at us as a team

Then wake to reality

Where nothing is going well

Where I'm lonely without you

I caught you when you fell

Now I fall... what do you do?

UnnoticeD

She is lonely

Even though you can't tell

She is reaching out

For what, she doesn't know

She will continue to sit in silence

And hope that someone may stumble across

Her and all of her emptiness

But they only hope that they do it in time

Otherwise she will have drifted too far

And she may let go

Of whatever grasp of the world she has

As she slowly fades out of the lives of everyone

Nearly unnoticed.