I Talk With My Hands.. Listen With My Eyes

Sitting in the dark tonight

Alone in my corner of the world

I can't see the light

I want to be your girl

Or do I? I don't know...

I really have no clue

I feel like I have no where to go

Because I'm so in love with you

Miles separate us

And so I thought I didn't have to yearn

I thought I could escape the lust

God, I have so much to learn

I've been living a lie

I wish I was yours, still

I pretended I haven't wished that, by and by

But in my heart I know I always will

I can't come out and tell

How I dream about you every night

My life seems like a living hell

Because without you it isn't right

I want to just call you mine

And let you hold me close

But I've got to give this time

I want your love the most

You seem so angry sometimes

And I wish I could kiss it away

But to my morals that would be a crime

Yet I wish it every day

It seems like you are so distant

I want to tell you how I feel

But it's impossible, I can't

You wouldn't take me for real

So I sit here in the dark

Quiet but screaming inside

On my heart you've left your mark

My heart backs down to my pride

Someday I'll let you know

That I hold this secret within

But now I'll let our friendship grow

Then with that we can begin

Tonight I'll simply dream

That you are mine to be

I'll smile at us as a team

Then wake to reality

Where nothing is going well

Where I'm lonely without you

I caught you when you fell

Now I fall... what do you do?