i wOndEr

I wonder if anyone notices
Cause I try so hard to hide
I wonder if he knows how much I hurt inside
I wonder what he would say
If I should tell him today

I’ve hurt before but not this way
With every look he gives me
It hurts more and more

I wonder if they can see
Just how much he means to me
Still after all this time I wonder
Could he love me

I never cry like I do when I’m around him
With every silent moment we share
I die inside a little bit more

I wonder if they even care
That it hurts more then I can bare
I wonder how he feels with me here
Can he see the hidden tears

I wonder